Thursday, October 13, 2011

my love...my liffe... my everything...

Miles away from my 4-legged friends, don't know when i'll ever see them again...
The constant void within, so hard to fill... simple things remind me of them, waking up and not finding Zephyr's furry face beside mine, or watching the telly and pictures of horses come on, and that indescribable feeling of "missing"... a pang that hits the pit of my stomach...
We make choices in life, and hope for the best it works out, that the choices are the right ones, someone told me once, its not worth it if it hurts too much... what about numbness... when everything's a void... this vacuum that was once used to vibrant with life...
Such melancholy... so many tears, and you wonder why... how...
will this void ever be filled?
what happens now?

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