it kinda sucks, having to shoulder this stress of packing, travelling, stressing out... feels like i'm in this alone... i dunno... i don't seem to know anything anymore, and this makes me go cuckoo... i am a control freak... therefore i need to know what's next... and this time... i feel like am going through life blind... which trust me is not good at all...
i wanna spend as much "alone" time with Kewpie as possible before i leave... but life happens... and i gotta accept it. it must be pretty horrible for him, the things he's been through in the past few days... so suck it up Gwen... u're not a kid anymore... ahh the pleasures of youth and ignorance... so sad to leave it behind... growing up sucks!!! ok.. now i sound ridiculously immature... but ask anyone.. its the truth...
better to have loved and lost than never to have loved right? .............
gotta get back to packing... so i can spend the night with my one and only in peace... no more thoughts of excess baggage.. blah blah blah...
crap am gonna miss this tiny place... am even gonna miss the musky smell of ciggarettes...most of all am gonna miss waking up beside the love of my life...
"so what happens now...
another suitcase in another hall...
so what happens now...
take your picture off another wall...
where am i going to... "
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