it was an unconventional Vanlentine's, we just came out of a horrible weekend, and in the morning, we received some bad news...

but in many ways it was a good day despite the bad stuff... i got to reassure the person i love in his time of need... i got the chance to be there for him when he needed me most... for that i'm thankful...

we didn't have the romantic dinner i was planning, we didn't spend the entire day walking hand in hand, strolling the park...eating chocolates..

but we spent the day together.. so thats enough for me...

there'll be time for the fairytale romantic stuff... life comes first i guess....

i wish i have a few more days to spend here with him... i wish time would stand still.. i wish life was easier, and heartaches are myths... i wish i were a fish... with no long term memory... but...

time to put my feet back down on the ground... time to work hard... and try to make this thing we have work out.... time to come down to earth...