My mind, my soul, my heart remains miles away,held by someone i hold so dear,i love so selflessly, but.......why do i feel him, slipping away? i don't know why,but i wake up in the middle of the night, fear gripping hold of me, pure,cold fear, that I'll never be held by the one person i ever loved with so much passion, so hopelessly... the one person who broke down the walls i built... the one person who I've ever been truly happy with.
i can't remember when I've laughed with so much abandon, i cant remember when i felt so safe in any ones arms, i can't remember when i felt alive...then i met him.
"the course of true love never did run smooth" ......... but this is getting ridiculous, we love each other, and we're miles apart, we cant reach each other... and i cant function normally, i don't wanna count the days of our time apart anymore, actually, my days, my nights, my weeks, my months, hours, minutes...have all blended together into one big blur....
i have no idea where i am, what I'm doing, where I'm going........ I've lost direction... and I'm afraid i wont find it until I'm reunited with my compass...
how long can i go on this way? how long can our love stay strong.... i need him, i need to know there is an end to this tunnel I'm crawling through...right now it feels endless. No sign of light... and above all other emotions, it scares me..... it scares the hell out of me. ;((
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