.............spacing out

you know what i really need right now?.... i need to go on a really really long car ride... look out the window,stick the earphones in, block out the world and just space out... let life pass me by while i look out the window...

cos, right now, everything i do feels... i don't know how to describe how i'm feeling...'out of sorts'?

its like i doubt everyone and everything around me... mostly i doubt myself, the decisions i've been making, the path i've chosen for the past 20 years of my life.

............ don't know where i'm headed anymore... how can it be?