Friday, April 22, 2011

an attempt .... at Optimism... :)

its Good Friday,and memories of those schooldays come flooding back..like a dam has broken...
reminiscing those care free days,remembering the simplicity of life...they always used to tell us that in school :"girls when you grow up, you'll learn to appreciate everything we're doing for you now"
ahhhhh....it takes me 20yrs to realize the truth of those words...feeling homesick,how i wish i could take that bus ride back to KC, then walk around the school grounds, and sit in the tiny chapel...

Lent, always brings back the songs we used to sing in school and church...and ironically, the one hymn that keeps ringing in my mind...is "I Believe".... just when i've about given up hope on everything, my subconsience is singing "I Believe"... now we know why the title of my Blog is Dazed&Confused... :L

I believe for every drop of rain that falls
A flower grows
I believe that somewhere in the darkest night
A candle glows
I believe for everyone who goes astray, someone will come
To show the way
I believe, I believe

I believe above a storm the smallest prayer
Can still be heard
I believe that someone in the great somewhere
Hears every word

Everytime I hear a new born baby cry,
Or touch a leaf or see the sky
Then I know why, I believe

Everytime I hear a new born baby cry,
Or touch a leaf or see the sky
Then I know why, I believe



The words are beautiful though, and easter brings forth new beginnings and hope right?Maybe i can finally crawl out of the abyss of depression...maybe...just maybe...

who knows?

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