Tuesday, April 26, 2011

When it rains..it pours...t

so much for optimism, faith, hope and all that crap....
how can things go so wrong in just 24hrs?

am feeling useless, hopeless, all in all good for nothing... i have nothing to offer except words, and when crap is raining down on someone you hold near and dear to your hear, what good are words?

the future feels more bleak with each passing day, if only there was an easy way to just end it all,end all the doubt, the heartache, the pain, the suffering...

alcohol is no longer a viable option, i feel so lost and aimless, feels like am just walking around and round a maze, in the fog... that's how unclear life has become.

i really don't know who i am, what to do or where to go anymore...... LOST is an understatement at this juncture of my so called life...

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