sometimes, it justs feels as though i'm banging my head against a brick wall. like no matter what i do, how hard i try, there's no way through...
am in a dark dark place right now... "crying' brings sadness?...i wouldnt be crying if i weren't sad right?... i know i know... gotta get the positive energy flowing, gotta be patient, things will work out....but right now i feel like a turtle on his back, no matter how much i struggle i cant get back on my feet.
i feel lost,i feel left out in the cold, i feel alone and i worse of all i feel scared.Before,it kinda felt like cold feet...now when reality slapped in the face... i realized, i cant live without him, i simply cant... the mere thought of not being able to be together, it is tearing into pieces,my heart slowly reaping into shreds....
how can i not cry when the pain is so intense?
for the first time in my life.... i am faced with options, and not being able to take the harder one,just the simple fact is killing slowly bit by bit,everyday.
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