am never ever gonna try n do something nice for him, its not appreciated, and it comes back to haunt me..

screw sentimentality, was never sentimental over a guy,at least i never showed it, so why wear my heart on my sleeve now?

if he cant appreciate the shit i m going thru, then he dosen't need to know how i feel....am gonna throw emotion out the door... and go with practicality.

no more waiting,no more worrying,if its meant to be, its meant to be........

am pissed off, time to wake up i guess. better late then never.

to think i thought it was real....... foolish foolish heart...