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If only life was all about candy, cappucinos, carousels , and long evening walks with my Alex...

i try to avoid looking at our pictures so i wont miss him so badly... but it's no use... he is engraved deeply in my heart, mind and soul... there's no escape... love can be so torturous.... yet i wouldnt have it any other way... those days i spent with him, are the happiest days i've had in a long long time.....

i just cant take this missing him so much............. it really sucks..