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i hate that you aren't here when i need you.
i hate that i need you more than u need me.
i hate that you were able to let me go away so easily
i hate that i need to let go but i can't
i hate that i know you lied yet i still choose to be blind
i hate that i treasure you more you more than you do me
i hate that you don't realize how much pain i go go through each day for you
i hate that i know one day you'll break my heart, yet i choose to give all of it to you
i hate that i am so fragile and vulnerable when it comes to you
i hate that i am so aware of all the above......... yet i choose to be with you, to give you my life, to give you my soul...
i hate that despite all that hate.... my love for you is far greater,and i couldn't ever live a day without you......

what we've got here is the classic Love/Hate relationship i guess.......